Thursday, July 22, 2010

Sad and Tired....

This week has been a long week. I find myself feeling bad for things I shouldn't feel bad for....I feel like I can't show things or have things be shown because I feel like I'm 8 and getting yelled at for taking the last cookie without asking.

Yesterday I received some news from my doctor which kind of scares me. Knowing that it could be nothing makes it easier, but knowing that it could be something makes it harder. I miss Ezra everyday and I'm sad because I feel like I don't get to enjoy him which I knew would happen and thats fine....I'm just allowed to feel this way but I HATE feeling this way.

Uggh....I just really hope the next couple months get easier...

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